Decisions

Well, let's start off with how things went yesterday. GOOD. Things were good. My wonderful husband and I hit the gym together in the morning, Then we spent the rest of the day doing odds and ends around the house. He spent quite a bit of time on the phone with customers, and potential employers. It was a good day all-in-all. I do have to admit that my husband and I are those kind of people who need our space from each other, and so I'm hoping that things don't get too stressed here at home for him. I'm trying to accommodate him at this time because I can't imagine what is going through his head.

Last night while I was trying to fall asleep, my head started spinning on this little journey I'm on right now. As it stands, I'm not progressing at all. I'm not doing too bad, but I'm not going in either direction. I'm basically in a limbo with my weight loss.

So I asked myself, "What do you really want?" I admitted to myself that what I really want is to be thin and fit. I'm not talking just healthy. I'm talking celebrity thin, but I want to be cut too (muscles). So, the next question I had was, "What are you doing to get there?" Well, I'm exercising, I've cut down my eating, and I just started strength training. But is that enough? NO. What I'm doing is great! But it's not enough for where I want to be. So I have two choices; Change what I'm doing in order to get there, or change what I really want.

My decision; Guess I better get my butt in gear and get to where I want to be. No more lallygagging, No more screwing off with snacks and food. DONE!!